Just got back from my psychiatrist. He doesn't believe me that I don't have progressing schizophrenia. I walked out with a booklet on schizophrenia. He knew about my paranoia because the nurses told him.

I guess I should give up on increasing the Concerta. They might even stop prescribing idk.

I'm on 200mg seroquel now because the abilify was decreased to 10mg

I'm not freakig out. Why? Because I have schizotypal disorder which can be easily get confused for schizophrenia.

If I get my concerta taken away, my dependent OCD wired brain will go insane. Maybe that's what they want but that's an irrational thought. I see them as less irrational when i was in the mental state I was in last night

My old psychiatrist wants me on injectable abilify because I'm not med compliant. I agree because I don't trust me either