thanks neil and SP.

i slightly worry what would happen getting a degree in something i wont use. well not only am i not good at hard sciences - im also not interested in hard sciences. well as far as the degrees ive seen offered at colleges. im not interested nor am i good. my greatest weakness is math. and then understanding even basic science. i remember doing biology class in high school and we had to learn about DNA and also how people and animals and plants got different DNA from crossing. and i couldnt even figure out the 4 or whatever names of types of DNA. i almost failed that class. i actually might have failed it idk. it was so hard for me. not to mention failing almost every math class ive taken since 5th grade. i apparently didnt know how to divide "correctly". in math classes it was so incredibly hard for me. they were so hard that i would have to make up my own equations to get to the answer. i cant follow multiple steps involving numbers. but anyway sometimes i would get the answer right. but i remember they drilled me all though high school for math. i even took saturday school classes in the summer - 3 to 4 hours a day of straight math. and i still dont get that stuff.