Well could be, but its in general for example last year my grandma past away and her and I were super close when we were young then I moved out of state. Still kept in touch with her here and there. Then it happend she got really sick and how come I didn't feel anything like crying or feel sad for her I was just normal not that I didn't care but I had nothing to say. Everyone was around her grieving and crying and lots of emotions going around. Except for me. That's the way I feel about everything in general. Other people around me always tell me why I'm like that and I think that's why I'm so angry is they keep asking why I am the way I am..? Especially my gf she's always on top of that. Well because I don't know if there is something wrong with me or maybe that's just who I am.