I'm a person who suffers from major depression dissorder and social anxiety. Last night my boyfriend and I had a terrible fight. I can't believe how mean he was. To make a long story short he said ppl at work showed him a video of me crying at applebees. I guess I'm nothing but a joke to everyone. I don't even remember crying at that restaurant. I just feel so low right now. I have no friends to talk to and obviously I can't talk to my boyfriend either because he got mad when I told him how much it hurts that everyone laughs at me. I don't even want to get out of bed today. I don't know what I did to deserve the hand I was dealt. Sometimes I wish I had never been born. Maybe I should have posted this on the depression forum. Maybe I would be better off alone.