thank you :/
im prob asking for too much. i really havent been asking for help except from my immediate family. i really dont want to ask extended family for many reasons. one being after having that convo with my aunt that i didnt even ask for her opinion and the various other people who gave me their opinions that i wasnt even talking about school. they roped me in to talking about it.

i feel like i trust you guys and thats why im asking. and ive been asking my dad mainly too. i asked my mom and sister and they literally only have a few words to say to me. which was basically on the lines of "do what youd like to do?". ok well id like to do a lot of things...so? ugh idk.