Hi in retrograde
Thank you for your first post here on Psychcentral.
I am glad that you have signed up to this online community.
This is a great place to receive online support.
I am sorry to hear that you feel incredibly lonely.
I have looked at your last paragraph and you have stated and the "socialisation" reference.
Yes, I believe that we are all unique.
So I guess in terms of the lonely part, we can feel lonely if we don't have constructive meaningful things to do with our lives (apart from friendship) that add meaning.
So other than friendship.
I wonder what sort of activities you could use?
What sorts of things might you enjoy doing?
Charity work?
Going for long walks?
Visiting the beaches (weather and location dependent

)
Writing Blogs
Listening to your favourite music?
And so on and so forth.