It's great to know that some of you had positive experiences with NPs. I have high hopes. It's always kind of nerve-wracking having to "shop around" for doctors or therapists but that's what we gotta do unfortunately... I am glad that now I'm in a place where I will really advocate for myself and take an active role in my treatment. Before I was mostly in denial of my dx and non-compliant but I've really turned things around. Can't hide from it any longer!