Haven't been on here in a few days-guess my brain has gotten used to my med dose so I've been swinging from irritable to horribly depressed & then 2 days of manic madness where I absolutely made a huge mess pulling everything out of the closet & out of drawers & under the bed in a massive cleaning/reorganizing OMG will someone stop me spree-now I'm drained, overwhelmed & have flared up my pain issues pretty badly-also tdoc is out of town this week-I was supposed to be planning my week of "staycation" to care & nurture myself. Oh & we have all kinds of family shite that has hit a huge fan. Wonder what tomorrow will bring-yikes sorry for the rant. Bleh hate this-stupid unbalanced brain chemicals.