So if I like someone, I don't want to date them, but be friends. I don't want to date till I know them better, but if I ask them out and they just turn me down for superficial reasons. I will not talk to them ever again, I don't want to be your friend if I don't like your personality. It maybe best I didn't date you, I don't like using the word date or dating or gf. I don't become friends with someone after they turn me down unless they are someone I want to be friends with. Most of the time. I don't bother trying to be friend or I avoid them/ignore them. I don't care if they miss me around. Because mostly they treat like they don't. I'd be surprised if I have a gf again soon. I'd highly doubt it and id rather be that way. I'm too young to be serious and it will hurt dating when I'm older too by alot. I probably end up single for a very long time. I'm 2 years single going for 2 and a 1/2.

I'm very pessimistic with dating but optimistic when I meet a potentially nice person. I hate asking out girls. I'm not shy, I hate the ********. It's what I'm exposed to girls ik here are either knocked up married and knocked up or on kid two five six etc... Nothing wrong with girls having kids. It's the excuse of that. It's like if there is an excuse it is been used. I see past the ******** so I give them what they want and tell them to go away. I'm not hurt, if they have no business of than to waste my time then go somewhere else. I wont stand here listening to be your friend if I don't know you or had the intent to be your friend you can be my acquaintance but not friend. You have to earn it. Or gf especially.