I have autism... And, I always need extra help, and that costs money. I will need help in life,& that's just burdening my parents. They are always concered and worrying about money, because of me. Killing myself... Is the most viable option,& it certainly should be done before fall 2015. The things I want to do might not happen. Going to college to be a vet tech might not happen... They think I could not handle this,& that going to this speciality program for a year should be done. They are also thinking of(didn't say this, but it was talked about at my IEP) placing me in care facality. I WANT a family. Childern. Or I at least want to have a relationship. Actually live by myself.