Thank you.

Yes, I realise it would be out of my hands, and that's fine. I wouldn't be trying to control the outcome. I still don't even know 100% if it is the right thing to do or not, you guys all advised waiting a chunk of time and then reassessing, so I feel that getting the client notes is the first step either way. I do feel that I want to log it all with the professional body, because why should I swallow her f#ck ups without a murmur?

At the same time I feel quite uncomfortable thinking it could harm her, and all the other clients who adore her. My friend who also sees her was chatting to me and made it clear just how much ex therapist helps him, I felt so guilty.

But I don't want to stay silent and do nothing if I believe she could mess with other people's heads. But maybe she doesn't mess with anyone else's head anyway.

It's confusing, and I'm trying to bear in mind that sometimes the best thing to do in a situation may still actually feel pretty sh#t.