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Psychosis...being completely out of control of my mind and at times my behavior because of my psychosis. Acting completely bizarrely and eccentrically in front of random people and being perceived as insane (well because I am insane sometimes...rarely thank goodness). Mostly being out of control in general. When sane, I am a pretty "together" person.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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