Why do I do this?why do I want to re-live the same abuse. I know that it can seem like normal because that's what I know, but I set up situations with strangers to be abused. This computer may be my downfall. My parts know too much about getting access to things we shouldn't. They ask for treatment that we knew as abuse.
What is wrong with this picture? I think I need to get some help. I have a good therapist and doc but I don't know if I want to deal with this. I'm realising that we must have a serious sex addiction. I've never said that before, but I am getting alittle frightened.
I thought I was getting better, but this is far worse than I ever thought. I think I had better call someone. bye, listener