I'm having a bad week. My friend got married today. Last week she also found out that she's pregnant. They've been engaged for less than 3 months and they're already married. Kevin (her fiancé) has explicitly told her that he's only marrying her because she's pregnant. So not only is she marrying the love of her life (despite his apparent douchebaggery), she's also having a baby and I can't even be there to support her at her own wedding. I feel bad for saying this, but I'm so jealous of her. I've been with my fiancé for almost four times as long as they have, and she's getting everything I ever wanted for myself and for my life in a week. I'm trying so hard to be supportive but every time her name pops up on my phone I get so angry. It might not be the most ideal situation for her, but she's still getting absolutely everything I ever wanted and it hurts like hell. I don't know what to say or what to think anymore. I'm torn in two and it's killing me inside.