Constantly diagnosed with something new from manic depression & anxiety to ptsd & ocd Im trying to get to the root & the majority of my symptoms match those of dissociative, however I've never been diagnosed. Wondering if anyone can relate. I've been a bartender for years & sometimes at work will have the most bizarre feeling that its not me holding the full glass because my hand doesn't feel it like my hand is almost numb if that makes any sense? & Im just waiting for it to hit the floor & shatter but it never does. Also I asked this young guy to see his ID & while he fidgeted with his wallet I took someone else's order, I then returned to the young gentlemen & asked, "did you find your ID?" he said I already checked it & took his drink order. The other bartender confirmed this but I have absolutely zero recollection. I have other similar frequent experiences of this that seem like more then just common forgetfulness. Does this sound like dissociative behavior to anyone who has been diagnosed? Thank you for your help.