happen all the time.don't know how to take it longer.
no boundaries.she can roar nosense for hours,no change.past, she opened the front door and let the whole apartment (on the streets,let the pass-bys) hear the fight,all room locks except her hus' are taken off,even the bathroom lock,left ugly round holes on the doors,you have to listen that shouting,you say don't bother me listen to the radio,she smash the smaller radio reciever,hit the tv,take away the tv cable,.....her hus just stayed in that room and the visitors don't question the holes,even think that's my doing....horrible,i remember,when the lock was still there,i sliped in the bathroom and she and the visiting elder sister took turns roaing outside it and kicked on the door.......

now i just put some words that remain in my mind together and type.

she was learning english,i saw she had a hard time on pronuciation,and said i can help you on that,you?do you have the rank to teach me?(the rank,refering elder and younger stuff)another day,my sister visited and said (my name) pronounce well and let him help you on that,she said i asked him,he said never,no something.i came up and said the truth,she smiled and so my sister,and topic changed,and now she still can't pronounce well and she told people who asked this still that(and still not feeling good seeine me doing well on that,).....but they are a group,i told my aunt something like this,and in the end she knew mom is wrong,and said then your mom's crazy,it is you who driven her crazy,you,you...........

peace broken,that's it for now.hope you understand.

leave and live on my own is not an option,all my life is in this,and i became similar to handicap to counter the so called society.some force should tell them to leave me some room.