Perhaps it was the ghostly feel of it all as I walked the streets. Perhaps it was the guy who had the sign "help I've disappeared". I looked in the mirror once again. The traffic, the people, the buildings all belonged in a different dimension. I was in a dream, I was in a nightmare, I was in my life. Hello, I said but was ignored. Don't they know I'm here, scream, you must scream. Scurry, scurry, they can't feel you but you want their attention. Couples walk hand and hand, a man smokes a joint, another person screams at everyone and everything - she too had a dream. The bus takes a corner, I smell steak frying. Where are you savior, around the corner - no I've been on that block. I try to go blank, finally the pill kicks in.