Irritability, mixed episodes. Struggling with the irritability. I can't control it. I feel so bad when I snap at my son. He has mental/behavioral health problems too, so it starts to affect him. Nothing worse than making someone feel aweful and knowing you are the cause of it. Love that boy so much. In rolls the guilt and next I'll be depressed. Wish I got to experience hypomania more. I spend most of my time either depressed, angry, or mixed. My episodes tend to last extremely long too.