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Originally Posted by midnight.fairy
I'm a person who suffers from major depression dissorder and social anxiety. Last night my boyfriend and I had a terrible fight. I can't believe how mean he was. To make a long story short he said ppl at work showed him a video of me crying at applebees. I guess I'm nothing but a joke to everyone. I don't even remember crying at that restaurant. I just feel so low right now. I have no friends to talk to and obviously I can't talk to my boyfriend either because he got mad when I told him how much it hurts that everyone laughs at me. I don't even want to get out of bed today. I don't know what I did to deserve the hand I was dealt. Sometimes I wish I had never been born. Maybe I should have posted this on the depression forum. Maybe I would be better off alone.
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Oh Girl I know exactly how you feel. I Have no friends either, ito hard when you go out of yorway trying to make friends just to be laughed at. You are a good person I can tell just by reading how down you are. Don't let people treat you like that if they don't like you tell yourself oh well yell may be laughing but it's only cut you are disgusted with yourself you got to make yourselves feel better by laughing and ridiculing me but guess what the joke is on you. Then tell them to have a wonderful day because you are having a fabulous one and walk in confidence, and if your BFriend doesn't have respect for you and laughs with them or refuses to stick up for you then tell him you a good solid woman and it's too bad he don't see it but the next man will peace. You are a good person, you are worthit, God created you cut you are worth fighting for so it's a blessing get you were born. I can tell you are the person you can be. Stay strong. You are with it. I don't even know you and I know you are, I hope my words help you during your downtime I'm also have severe depression and bipolar hit me up if you need to talk...Sara