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Originally Posted by Door2015
I'm sorry.  lots of people care about you here. You really do matter, and you're incredible. I can't say why people in your real life haven't picked up on that. But you are so important to all of us, now and if you do have a break, and after that too. |
thank you.
i just feel like i desperately want to understand why no one cares in real life. since i was a child its been like this. ive always had no friends until 1 when i was a teen. and then now. i graduated high school in 2008. its 2015 now. its been almost 7 years to the date that ive graduated high school and ive been without a friend. my extended family on both sides dont talk to me but extremely rarely. like extremely rarely. it doesnt help that all my cousins except 1 is 10+ years older than me. and the one that isnt is not stable. she has a mental health issue and when i do try to get ahold of her she rarely answers. she has no facebook. her number is not stable. she doesnt live in this state.
i dont get it.
i mean i truly dont get it.
this is one of the biggest things on my list ive been trying to figure out my whole life. its like no matter what i do or how hard i try in any area of life - no one gives a crap.
i literally dont understand.