i remember you bronee....no worries hehe

but yes it is unnerving...and its not just school ive forgotten.its alot apparently.....for some reason....as i told a brief history to my ex therapist.....i realized i have no....logical timeline....according to myself...everything happened when i was 15/16 +years old...thats all i can really remember .....i mean this is very.....unlikely that everything i ever did or started was at 15 and 16 years of age....i think...i dont know...i dont know anymore.....i cant trust my thinking...its all to hazy for myself....and i can feel myself starting to lose memory of my high school days....i try to think of it.....and sometimes i remember.....it just takes quite a bit of effort.....and even then sometimes im not sure if its real or not.....im in a stupor....its like i walked through a dream and i pretend to woke up (now) and realized i cant remember what my dream was about or what happened.....and i say pretend....because i know im still forgetting....its very hard for me to understand here and now....i have a weird line in boundaries.....hard to distinguish past from prest at times....