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Originally Posted by feralkittymom
No question that she should have known and acted more professionally. Her actions were very wrong. But as you say, her intention was authentic--and that's the part that makes it so hard to walk away. But I think separating that kernal of authenticity from all the bad enactions is something valuable to keep, especially for those times when you feel undeserving of love.
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I know. The road to hell is paved with good intentions, and all that..
I feel like I am going to turn inside out with utter confusion.
Her sodding PA has just emailed back to acknowledge receipt of data request, and I feel like I have been knifed in the gut just seeing the names pop up on the screen.
In my head, the PA replaced me in her affections and their relationship is resplendent in closeness and fun and general good things.
I know that sounds completely mad, I am shocked at my own madness about it. I'm
jealous. It is so mind-bendingly ridiculous.