6 and a half weeks, although it almost went to hell last night.

I had was so heartbroken, sobbing uncontrollably over losing my dog that I got all my harm objects ready, but then I chatted with Stella in chat and called my dad, and just went to bed after that....at like 6am.

I'm still struggling, butI know I have to face these emotions, no matter how painful they are. It's the only way to get better.

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