I just feel crappy a whole lot lately. I am going to go to my sons school today cause he has a mother son luncheon and I love my boys so I will make myself go! I know I will be happy once I am there. My problem is lately dealing with past issues, my mind can't distinguish if it is "real" or imagined. I have a very vivid imagination. I can't trust my brain. I hate it cause it is really, really making me feel bad about me. ok, I will stop rambling on now.

Hopes