It has happened to me quite a few times and I get the feeling I'm going to be a drooling asylum patient before I turn 40. The damage that I have alraedy taken at the age of 25 is enough to make me feel that way. Right now I am trapped in a hate spiral that has kept me awake for over a week and I really feel like I am ready to snap at anytime. I pray that people are right when they tell me it gets better.