I know what you mean. If I had friends they'd run for the hills for sure! (As would I if it were possible to escape myself(!)) I am utterly UNBEARABLE! Absolutely horrid. Of The Whopper I say that BF should have put me in a cage. I would have(!) SO much vicious (out loud!) self talk (inside, I'd be screaming at myself, "shut up shut up shut up!! You sound demented!!" But I couldn't stop, which only fueled it more. <shudder>) So much flailing. Ugh. So very unbearable, inside and out.