sorry i cussed.
i just...idk.
idk what to think right now.
im having psychosis every night and sometimes day. while juggling my school and trying to live. im pushing myself to my limits while psychotic. idk anyone else that does that!!! and it only makes me more psychotic.

its like im trying to be normal and im not.
but i cant accept that im not.

im always gonna push myself in psychosis and its gonna continue to make me mentally sick.