I'm craving stuff so badly. My concerta is wearing off and it agitates me to no end. Then from previous night I'll take a prn zyprexa. But it shouldn't have to be that way...

I won't refuse the Invega tomorrow because my psychiatrist says I need to put more trust into him and stop refusing medications. Then I'll up the abilify until the side effects of away because they were going away.

And then the shot because it's like a different personality comes out and stops my meds and the circle goes round and round. I have to get the injection before something bad happens