*Trigger warning*

SI would be one of the first things that came to my mind when I was upset, and I had this unhealthy view on scars. And although it's okay to struggle on holidays/special events, remembering how I hurt myself on Christmas and my birthday makes me a little :/.

However it has been a while since I have last cut. It wasn't very official; I didn't tell myself "Okay I am going to try my best to avoid SI!" I just haven't thought about it as much.

I don't know if I have stopped forever, but for now this is progress.