And so it happened. I''ve been preparing myself for this day for years now and yet, it still came as a bad suprize. The love of my life, the only person my heart lives for, the absolute perfect person sent me an email today announcing that he'll be getting married next June. And there you go! Life, love, happiness, everything is all over for me!
After reading this email from him I was searching for a place to sit down or a room to go to. I have not done anything today but think....about his face, his smile, the good times we had. He picked another person to have a life with. He picked another person to have babies with and to have a fun life with. But I am the one who adores him. and now I am the one to have to face this.
There is no room for me on this planet. There is no chair that I can sit on either. There is no comfort and inside of me I hear myself screaming in pain just as when someone dies.
The love of my life is getting married....to somebody else! There is nowhere for me to go. There is no comfort for this.