He new I would be moving. I told him over a year ago. It was not suppose to take this long to sell my home. He said he will continue to support me while down there through Skype. He wants to see my dream of opening my own gym become a reality and he wants to be part of that through emotionally supporting me. His word just last night. "I know how big/scary this is for you...ill be with you thru this."
I have to take this one step at a time.
1. Sign Documents
2. Inspection and appraisal.
3. Drive 10 hrs to Virginia and spend a week looking for a place to live
4. Drive back. Get anything fixed required by inspection.
5. Set up a moving company. pack more on my own
6. Cry a lot and eat xanax
7. Moving day. House packed and empty. Drive back to Virginia
8. Movers bring stuff to new place.
9. Try to set up new home without flight, flight, freeze, fawn or dissociate. Try not to do that through all the above steps.
10. Drive back to old home for closing of house. April 1st
11. Drive back to Virginia. Cry some more.
12. Start process of finding a location for gym, establish business name, send essay and affiliation application.
13. Be fearless and do not let obstacles knock me down. This is where T comes in. To do more of life coaching, help me talk through road blocks and help me not give up because the stress is more than I usually can handle. I feel with him in the background I can soar. Yes cliche....he is the wind beneathe my wings.
I want to be one of those sucess stories. Someone that over comes their mental health disorders.