Ahh. I've moved into the whole "it is what it is" phase of things. Much better.
I hope whatever it is she's going through turns out ok...
in her message to me, she had said she would call Wednesday afternoon, and I had thought that unlikely. I was right. I'm kinda not expecting to hear from her till next week. But it's kinda ok. I put my walls up and am busy with other stuff.
I'm still pissed at myself for feeling any connection at all, but oh well...
it kinda reminds me of stuff that happened several years ago with a t. She had gotten really sick for several weeks, and I ended up seeing someone else in that clinic. I actually ended up clicking better with the new t and had her for a few years. I hope that doesn't happen though, because I overall like this t... and I know, that's jumping the gun a bit.
It is what it is and whatever happens, happens.