I am thinking if you feel like this about her I would not complain to ethics board. That would make you feel worse.

Honestly this cannot possibly be life long relationship. Plus things change. Even spouses who promise to be always together get divorced. Things change. I wouldn't hold it against her. When she promised to be there things were different.

I know it hurts. But relationships do end, not always but often

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