well someone from the work program or whatever its called is going to ring me tomorrow so i will prob have to start community service next monday. this means ill have to stop taking the anti depressents because i wont be able to get to the doctors to get anymore, and they were just starting to work too ah well

apparantly its only 4 months not 6. or at least thats what my adviser said but she knew next to NOTHING about it. i suppose i will find out tomorrow. i just hope they do tell me everything and not holding stuff back to keep me in the dark (like the woman at the dole was clearly doing because she rang the place and shes sent loads of people there for the past year so she has to know whats happening

meh whatever this how things are and i have to accept it and deal with it... somehow...