i had to call my dad and tell him i wasnt feeling good. i rarely call him for any reason unless it his lunch time. and sometimes i dont then. he told me to take my medicine and i just i cant bring myself to do it. i never told him i called the clinic either because i think he would be mad. i know he would be because hed know im not taking all my meds.

going to the hospital would ruin my life right now. like it would literally hurt me even more. i just need someone to talk to. just to hear someones voice.