Thanks both of you. The only thing with the free medications from companies, I can't get it mailed to my house because the doctors don't trust me because of past overdoses, and my primary doctor is 2000 miles away from me, where I go to school, so he gets the medicines but can't mail them to me because it's against school policy and he could lose his job (like if someone else got a medication and got hurt by it, the school could be responsible). I've been in constant communication with him, but he can't find any solution. The best I can do, possibly, is maybe ask him if even temporarily if I can try a new medication that is cheaper like the 4 dollar generic ones at Walmart, or something. The health care system seems like it's a losing battle for me, which only adds to my depression in the end. What a pain.

I don't have any friends I can stay here with, but I might end up staying with my grandma, where at least I wouldn't feel as much of a burden with less people living in the house. I'll see how it all works out.