I don't know how to continue anymore. My depression has gotten the best of me. Usually I go back and forth but lately I'm stuck at the bottom on my tornado. She put in on a med but that doesn't see to be helping. I know most people get knocked out by Seroquil but it's not doing anything for me. I go back to my psych tomorrow but it's like she isn't listening to me when I'm saying I'm doing worse. She doen't seem to care or even achnoledge it. I thought maybe she read my therapists notes but I'm beginning to believe she doesn't. I can to this this for help but honestly it's like I don't exist. I know I've tried the chat rooms but people seem like everyone else in a chat room, they want to talk about sex and all the stuff I don't want to discuss. I feel like I'm getting worse and no one will listen. I have no friends and a very abusive family. The only people I have is my seven year old and boyfriend who doesn't understand my this. I just want some help. Someone to talk to. Someone who understands bipolar and personality disorders. Maybe it'd also help to talk to someone who has extreme anxiety like me. I know we're all different but I try to help others, it's all I do. I never pay attention to myself, I just do what others need because it makes them happy. It would just be nice if someone was out there listening and wiling to talk. Is there anyone even there?