PrevT said something like, "We need to make some decisions, then, on keeping you safe."

Which meant...either I voluntarily admit myself to the hospital or she was going to make me go.

With CurrentT, I have only talked around suicide. She contracted with me to promise I would not hurt myself and that I would show up at next appointment.

But if I told her, "I'm going to do it." Im sure I would end up in the hospital.