lol i know this is not really funny but i think this is something a lot of people feel to some degree or another.for you it has really impacted your life. I feel the same way to a lesser degree. i work because, like most of us, i have to. i need food and shelter to survive and the little comforts to make live bearable and no one will provide those for me but myself. I'm a groomer so my schedule is pretty flexible. i work 4 days a week, anywhere from 6 to 9 hours each day and make enough to live on. as much "fun" as it is to work with dogs all day i can't wait to leave the second i get there. i power through each appointment, skipping any breaks, most of the time not even using the bathroom just so i can get out of there that much faster. I just want to go home!