I compare myself a lot with my T. She isn't much older than me. She isn't perfect, or has the prefect body, but she's so pretty.
We are about the same lenght, but she's slim and she has a flat belly. She does have very small hips and her hips are a little bigger. She is, what people would say, a small pear. Her legs are beautiful. I mean, I haven't actually see her legs. She dresses appropiately. But they look so good in skinny jeans. She also has much better skin than me, even though she has some pimples sometimes.

I'm very jealous on how good she looks. And she's also very nice and positive and a good talker. I really wish I was more like her. Though my butt looks a little bit better, and my hair is thicker. But still, her blond hair looks so good on her.

I try to lose weight, but it's so hard. I excercise, try to eat healthy. If I only would lose some weight, then I would look better and I won't feel like she is the beauty and I'm the ugly beast.