I kind of disagree with my schizophrenia diagnosis. I'm not in denial. It just doesn't really make sense to me.

The only good thing about this label is that I can say "I have schizophrenia" and people will stop bothering me about my negative symptoms

"Are you hearing voices?" "Did you take your meds?" Those questions are ok but not in the way that that nurse did it. I was pissed.

The only way to be sure I know fully that I'll have a relapse is to stop my meds that prevent it. At least I'll know.

And that's why I'm getting the injection because I'm pretty sure like I'm ok now that I'll stop them