Thanks direction. I feel like I've just been complaining so much about the medicines lol but it's just been such a focus in my life the past couple days, but things seem to be settling as I'm coming to more of a realization that most of the medical insurance world doesn't see you as a person but rather as case, sort of, and even if my own personal doctors want to help, there's only so much they can do without jeopardizing themselves. At first I saw this as a WHY ME sort of thing, but it's not "me" that the programs have it out for, they just don't want people taking advantage of the system, but unfortunately legitimate people are affected by it. I think I'll be okay for the summer, I'll get the medicines free again in September.