Don't want to sound like a downer, but this is how I feel when my birthday comes around. Pleaseee don't go out of your way and stress out about making me happy. Often times I let people down by not doing enough or wanting enough. I don't like people making a huge fuss over a random day. It's just another day. Carry on. I'd rather be invisible.

It's also the day I should pay my respects to my grandpa since it's the day he died. I should pay my respects to my mother too because it's Mother's day. I'm not a very good daughter.

And honestly, what the point of celebrating a day I didn't do anything on? I wasn't the one doing the birthing. It's my mom I need to thank...