Dear Demons,
So, you thought you could just walk in here and screw me over? Just like that. You thought you could just come in here and make a mess of my life and that I would just take it lying down did you? I will admit that that night has changed me forever. Was I scared? Hell yes I was. But did you think I would just take it lying down? HELL NO!
I allow myself to grow and change and become something better than I've ever been. I use that night as the catalyst to my transformation. Who asked you to come around my side of the water hole anyway? Who asked you to come and put a wrench in my life the way you did? It surely wasn't me! I'm understanding now that you just live to feed on the flesh of my insecurities and chew on the bones of my fears.
Whether you are invited or not. It's simply the nature of who you are. You prowl on the innocent and collect souls like baseball cards. Well, let me show you the nature of who I am. I'm like a sister to the night and a thief in the morning. I'm so slick and so smooth. I will always, always, ALWAYS bounce back.
Demons, you cannot keep me down. You cannot break me. You cannot hold onto my confidence until I beg for sweet surrender. I will not allow it! Who do you think you are? You are a clown without a car and fool without a path. You cannot win. When I come to reclaim those parts of me that you have so gleefully taken, WATCH OUT, cuz I can be a muthafu cka!
Sincerely,
Thehours.
P.S. STFU
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