I'm going to hospital on Monday and I'm so scared of everything.

I requested a single room because I'm paranoid the person I will have to share with is one of the bad people watching me. They called me today to tell me I couldn't have a single room. I'm terrified.
I called me pdoc today to tell him my concerns and he promised me I would have a single room as soon as possible. I'm not going into a shared room, not even to put my bags away. I'll just leave them at the nurses station and stay awake for a few days until I get my own room.

I'm also worried that because it's a planned admission they will have had time to hide cameras to watch me.

I don't know if I can go through with the admission but if I don't go voluntary they'll make me involuntary which I don't want.