does the computer and CEN have anything in common?

I've noticed these "feelings" I am having:

sitting here with a longing for connection and feeling frustrated.

can't seem to get your needs met.

can't communicate.

feeling people don't like me.

no response.

no emotional attunement

feeling like giving up on here.

sometimes I get the feeling of erasing my name and albums because it is dangerous to be so "out there."

Too much worried about what others think of me.