AlwaysChanging2,
amandalouise makes a great point about accepting what is normal for us. After a diagnosis, there's inevitably a period of noticing stuff in a new way, but the stuff has always been there. It is your normal. Now you can see it in a bigger context. Yes, stuff that happens can make you feel crazy. Personally, I think identifying with "normal for me" is more stabilizing than identifying with crazy. Hang in there.