so someone from the work program rang me today like they said they would and the whole thing doesnt sound quite so bad. its only 4 weeks and i think i can bluff my way through that. i hope. it will be in a charity shop but seems like ill be shoved in the warehouse taking clothes out of bags. just like my last "work experience" in a shop. but still i think i can manage that, thats the main thing

the woman i talked to sounded nice and seemed to know what she was talking about (unlike most other people i've dealt with on work program etc). hopefully i can get through this w/o them finding out about my problems. it will be hard but 4 weeks i should be able to manage

if i have to do the 6 month thing after this tho, i know i will have problems