Sister,

I had to reply. My world seemed to be alot like yours in the fact that I accepted what everyone else told me about my childhood because I didnt remember.

Now I know it was too painful for a child to want to remember. And like you I am now having to wade through everything all over again to be able to heal.

It makes me mad. Mad at my mother, who still maintains that everything is perfect. Mad at her because now I have to go through everything all over again.

It hurts, it sucks, but it is helping. I am letting go little by little and not hurting so much as time goes on. I hope this is what happens for you also.