Hello whiskey princess, I think you might be surprised. There comes a point (after all the throwing up) that you start to feel a little happier in the pregnancy. You've heard of the blooming, well it's kind of a peaceful feeling actually. The issues may arise once the baby is born but your medical team should be aware of that, post blues which hit very badly. Make sure you have as much support as you can. It's not all doom and gloom, I promise.